Had a really interesting thought this morning. Lately it’s like everything is ok it’s just the people I’m letting in my life are being weird. Yes I took into consideration that I could be a part of them acting this way but for the most part when I think about it it’s just who they are. I find it more weird that I’m just now noticing some of the shit that people do. I can count about five ppl at this point family and friends. But who they are are really irrelevant. The more relevant issue is ME. Ill admit I’ll let something slide and blow it off. Im not easily upset by somebody actions I take it that it’s who they are. Never had a problem with not associating with people I don’t want to and simply cutting ppl off. But the way I deal with certain ppl particularly these people I care about, I have learned to control myself and chill. When I’m ready to address it I will. This could potentially be a problem because they don’t understand whats going on. In my mind i have to weigh the option to pick and chose my battles. But it gets hard to keep my patience and not treat them like a mf I just met off the street. I feel like me being so nonchalant irritates the fuck out of ppl. There is no reason it should though. That’s me not letting ANYBODY get to me. Brush. It off like fuck it. Some people it’s worth fixing and some it’s not.